Saturday, October 31, 2015

Holidays end too quickly (Part 2)

Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3

Dear FY,

In this holiday I met 3 weird characters who spoke on how they like and love me. We went out separately for quick chat and I thought the first meets should be ice breaker. Well, they had intention to build their future with me which left me in shock. They claimed I was the type of guy they like : well-organised, gentleman and gracious? Here I thought they were desperate for a quickie but heck I was wrong. They persistently text and ring me every day to chat with me. Nothing about sex, surprisingly. I could understand if one of them is weird. but to have 3 of them seemed to be untrue so I rejected all of them. I thought it's best to stay till 30 at my current state.

16th October - Bankara and Sweet Beans
It never goes wrong to meet someone for lunch in the city. After picking up my Visa, we had a quick lunch with him in Avenue K and passed him the souvenir from Ipoh. The day ended with sesame paste and black glutinous rice as desserts without dinner.

19th October - Sushi Zento and Coffea Coffee
Since I was had good experience in the previous visit, I returned to savour the moment. That time I was alone and barely able to finish it.

Ice blended cinnamon chocolate, as the name implies, has the chocolate well blended with the right portion of cinnamon. I can't believe I write this pointless point. Anyway I was here that night to meet an old friend who lives close by. 

21st October - Sang Kaya
Another day wasted, alone. No proper meal for the day so I compensate with these.

22nd October - Blood test and Madam Kwan
You probably do not know. I AM AFRAID OF NEEDLES! After my blood was drawn, I rested 10 minutes or more before I could move again. Oh what test was this? STD and liver function.

Since I was damn hungry for fasting, I thought of Nihon Kai nearby but it wasn't opened yet. Looked for Burger Lab and it wasn't open for lunch. It was disappointing to learn OWL Cafe was closed too! Drove for Rekindled and Standing Theory in PJ, but Waze never seems to be reliable. All these unproductive time spent on the road brings me to Midvalley. Madam Kwan? Alone. Really?

Dear FY,

36 days...

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Holidays end too quickly (Part 1)

Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3

Dear FY,

Every staff has to take a mandatory two weeks of paid leave every year. It's the company policy and I like this idea a lot. There is nothing more satisfying than momentarily smirking to colleagues and bosses while bidding them goodbye. But did I mention it's painful to prepare the handover before leaving? Really. There are many tasks I failed to delegate and that's my area of development. Oh did I also not mention it's gruesome to learn all the bad news when returning to work?

In these 14 days I recuperate from numerous wounds. At the same time I gained a few pounds around my waist and thigh.

9th October - Saisaki
I know this place does not have the best sashimi or sushi and I am lying if I am not the least bothered. You know what? The companion that night was fantastic. Thank you.

10th October - Sushi Zento
This place serves 6 thick fresh salmon at only MYR 28++. We did not have the budget to explore the menu much, but my mum was definitely thrilled with the salmon. I am glad I brought her to the right place. Thank you.

11th, 12th and 13th October - Genting
I have been part of his membership pool for close to 10 years and for once Uncle Lim gave me 2 night stay in his hotel for free. The food was scarce in the jungle and the price was as high as its peak. Uncle Lim cheated MYR 20 out of my pocket in his golden labyrinth. Apart from sleeping in cold weather, Genting has not been attractive. Yea? No selfie? Yea I did not take any selfie in Genting and I am amazed myself.

The only highlight in the mountain was to run into my friend and we celebrated my birthday with Starbucks and cold breeze.

13th, 14th and 15th October - Kampar and Ipoh
This time around, FY, I came here to meet my friend. Honest be told, the days were nothing more interesting than Genting. Maybe there's one thing worth writing. We ran into his cute friends dressed in orange and sky blue trunks in Tambun hot spring. They really caught my eye. Hmm... impressive physique and attractive bulges. 

Dear FY,

39 days...

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Monday, October 19, 2015

Project 55.5 - countdown 48 days

Dear FY, 

I am getting more anxious with each passing day.

What if I am not the same Jino you once knew?

What if your feeling has changed?

What if the trip does not turn out how we expect it to be?

Well, what if I stopped worrying?

Dear FY,

It has been 3 weeks since my relationship ended, officially. Part of my heart is pleased to find myself freed from the trust curse. It's right in my opinion that this decision would pave way to his new relationship. He must had waited too long for me to make my move.

KC was indecisive, he is usually found in the lost and found counter - the hospital; for disappearing and taking his own life. I got used to it and decided to stop wasting my time. Almost immediately I found XB, an innocent child whom I abandoned him a week after we held hands. I was purely the Darth Vader to break his heart. 4 years with EK in the contrary was more disappointing when he is mostly self centered. To dominate the relationship with "mum" seriously irritated me so much I was willing to stop walking with him. Another 4 years was spent with MS to find myself lost trust and faith in gay love.

I had been in relationship for 9 years without rest. At times I succumbed to temptation and lost the dignity I once proud of. I am not blaming this on anyone. It's me.

Eventually it is evident that I achieved little out of these years. Companionship? Support? Grow together? Security? Sex? No doubt I enjoyed all the sweet experience on beds, in the cars, in the hotels, in the bath, by the beach, in the sauna, in the massage... Oops. However I really appreciate some respect and appreciation as return from them.

My family is not positively on my side. I told myself not to get into another relationship till I hit 30. Not to mention I am constantly horny. Facebook is deactivated. I swiped right on Tinder for all genders, guess what? 99% match are males. Ironic, am I not attractive among the girls?

Perhaps this is the best time to heal my wounds from all these love hate relationships.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Saturday, October 10, 2015

Project 55.5 - countdown 57 days

Dear FY,

My big boss says she will not approve my leaves if I don't buy a pair of good boots for winter.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot