Project 3.55 - countdown 3 days

November 25th, 2014 - Tuesday

Dear FY,

Tomorrow is the birthday. Who is he you ask? Yea I never told you about him. He is my very first online friend I knew many years ago. It was so long ago Friendster once existed and MSN over powered ICQ.

I know I had been busy and was not there when he needed me. But yea... 10 years of friendship does not die easily, does it?

Happy birthday~

Dear FY,

I am listing down the people who deserve souvenirs from Australia. I bet you do not need one. 'Coz I already get you something different. Miss you.




[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Project 3.55 - countdown 21 days

November 7th, 2014 - Saturday

Dear FY,

21 days left to fly yet I was not worried about my return ticket to KL. It's summer in Australia and what bothered me was what to wear there. Yet I was not checking my wardrobe but I was hunting for a bag. This is going to sound crazy, but... from the moment I first set eyes on him I had not been able to stop thinking about him. After 6 hours of window shopping in Sunway I made him mine.

Dear FY,

In the annual dinner same night, I was thrown into water >.<

I really hate pool and sea especially when no one is there to take care of me.

Do you remember you said we will swim together, holding hands together?




[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Quick Singapore visit

Dear FY,

I had this guy who treated me very well at the beginning of my gay life. He was with me momentarily when I explored this world on my own. Though we did not enter into relationship phase, he managed to "educate" me on how a love life should be.

Those nights were still fresh in my mind. He cooked me dinner when I visited his place. The first guy who cooked me a proper meal was him. That was our first dating.

The last dating was memorable too. We bought a DVD and watched in his room. The movie was "17". We hugged and watched to the end. I dozed off on his shoulder till the dawn.

That was our last...

He moved to Singapore for better opportunity and somehow we have lost contact. After I deleted my Facebook once, I could never contact him anymore. We do not have any mutual friend. I tried leaving him messages in his blog but it was obvious he stopped blogging. I dropped him emails but it was obvious too he changed his email. I sent him messages in whatsapp but that was obviously futile as he uses a new Singaporean number. I tried looking for him in Facebook with name search but no... his name never pop up.

When my birthday was around the corder, I would remember him. His birthday is few days after mine. I repeatedly look for him for few years.

Voila~

I almost cried when I saw the comments he left on my friend's wall. After 5 years I manage to talk to him again.

Dear FY,

He was the only reason I went to Singapore this time. Just wanted to hold his hands briefly again and had selfie we never had back then. Hope you do not mind what I did in Singapore.

From,

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

 Overnight in the airport till boarding

Dinner at Dolce Tokyo

Lunch with him - Kith Cafe. My trip is completed.

High tea - Turkish Kebab and Rainbow cake, Medzs

田鸡 congee as dinner - G7 Chinatown

Very quickly back to Changi Airport.

I am further away from you

Dear FY,

You have not wished me yet. But it's ok. I really wish you would remember my birthday and I do not mind a late wish.

I am sorry I keep eating and neglect my diet plan. Unless I work harder, you will not see my six packs. I made my birthday wish this year and it is "I do not want to disappoint you".

 Late dinner at The Ship

Wich Day Cafe waffle

Tous les Jours Chocolate Devil

Tokyo Don, Pavilion

One of the dishes in Bukit Tinggi, Pahang

Ni Hon Kai with mama 

My mama is very picky with sashimi and she likes this a lot

Sushi Tei secretly with a friend in Setia Walk

Satay Station, Sri Petaling - super expensive and fattening

Rakuzen, Publika with Firdaus and Khai

Mad about Coco, Publika with the same gang

Strangers at 47 with the same people

Thanks for the birthday cake and special thanks to the cute delivery boy

Dear FY,

I wish...




From,

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

I am still waiting...

... for the impossible.

Dear FY,

None would have thought I bought 2 tickets for the same movie. I do not think you you would expect me to do this, am I right?

1 seat for myself. I left another seat vacant for the some one I have been waiting.

You said to meet up at 8 p.m.. 2 hours past and you did not pick up my call. You only turned up 3 hours later. I doubt you remember? But you were worth waiting and you knew just with my excitement that night.

What I am doing now is to enjoy the little memories we have left to each other while waiting the time to create more memories.

Time passes...

Dear FY,

Waiting is a pain in the ass. But so long I still have place in your heart, waiting is ok.

Perhaps one day I will have the courage to stop waiting and make my 1st move.

When will I have that courage?

From,

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot