Close up to open out (Part 5)

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Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6

Everyone is looking for true love but me
爱情是不求天长地久，而只在乎曾经拥有

I couldn't imagine this blog post will be edited. Not this much that I thought.

When I said that the list of my exes ended in the previous post, apparently I am dead wrong.

There is no need to describe how lovely we were. Past will remain past, no matter how much I elaborate. Everyone knows how proud I am of the four years relationship. However, it was several months ago when the relationship began to show its crack and I started to fear.

Where have we gone wrong?

Why can't we fix the fault?

From lover you became a stranger.

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does.

The end is the end. It just happened without warning and caught me unprepared. I am deeply sorry that I couldn't bring in my promises into picture for these four years. You tolerated and gave in to my weaknesses while I fail to see the beauty of yours.

Have I done the right thing?

You may think that I am selfish - Yes I am. I am a liar. I am a jerk. I am heartless. At times, I couldn't face the truth myself. I would be lying if I can be calm and happy at this stage. In my smile, I have hidden doubt on my own decision. Truth to be told, I wasn't ready to lose you but I did.

A month without you was so painful. I hope that your friends are supportive to keep you strong. Although I am alone now but you taught me what to do. 'Coz I know after this, I will not forget you. I will miss the moment and feelings we had.

Thanks and sorry.

Penang, here I come.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

很多时候。。。

爱情是不求天长地久，而只在乎曾经拥有。。。

谢谢你。。。




[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Stop Lynas, Save Malaysia

It was a tiring day when everyone participated in the protest. If my boss approved my leave on that day, I would have joined you guys in Penang.

It's better late than never... Solo time!

Pardon the blemishes. I had my facial an hour ago.

News from TV3 and local newspapers are misleading and incomplete! This post has nothing to do with politics, but I seriously condemn the way our government operates. Lynas selamat? Najis and his whole generation together with his cronies should stay near the plant to prove us all wrong.

Darker and bigger eyes

On a different note, I just want to show my "big eyes" in my new hair. Recently my narcissism has raised to a different level to an extent I would spend on facial, colour lenses and hair colouring. My confidence is boost, I am still a 38 years old uncle nevertheless.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Perhaps the time has come...

... to learn driving on left hand.




[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

One way up, same way down

Finally the time had come to stretch my muscle (a bit if not too much) after long absence from gym - thanks to Mel for organizing the U6BF Broga Hillwalking Expedition.

My mates were questioning my attire for the day - a grey Polo shirt, a pair of black bermudas and a pair of SLIPPERS. Are you going to KLCC or Petaling street? True. Of hundreds people there, none wore slippers like me. Equipped with only an Apple in my hand, perhaps I underestimated the challenge to conquer the summit?

No.

Broga Hill does not possess too much risk or difficulties to conquer. Hardly broke a sweat upon reaching the top was a solid proof. The only reason I dirtied my pants was when I rested on the rock while waiting for the sun to rise. Maybe the real challenge was to pose and look natural for the camera session? No wonder I fail as a model. Or maybe the test was to stand the cold morning breeze with empty stomach and dry throat?

Taken with my Apple

From Phon's album (added on 21 February 2012)

Pardon the pictures if you find the above pictures suck. I am not a photographer but a biochemist who work in a bank. Though I don't shoot good photos, I am still a man, mind you!

Due to time constraint and hungry stomachs, we did not step foot on every peak. We ended the journey with trailing down the hill and lunch at Pedas-pedas Restaurant. The time with them wasn't long. I was so sleepy and quiet due to lack of sleep. Nevertheless, I certainly enjoyed the moment they shared with me. Thanks.

Happy Valentines Day. MUACKS!!!

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot