Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Project 3.55 - countdown 3 days

November 25th, 2014 - Tuesday

Dear FY,

Tomorrow is the birthday. Who is he you ask? Yea I never told you about him. He is my very first online friend I knew many years ago. It was so long ago Friendster once existed and MSN over powered ICQ.

I know I had been busy and was not there when he needed me. But yea... 10 years of friendship does not die easily, does it?

Happy birthday~

Dear FY,

I am listing down the people who deserve souvenirs from Australia. I bet you do not need one. 'Coz I already get you something different. Miss you.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Friday, November 14, 2014

Project 3.55 - countdown 21 days

November 7th, 2014 - Saturday

Dear FY,

21 days left to fly yet I was not worried about my return ticket to KL. It's summer in Australia and what bothered me was what to wear there. Yet I was not checking my wardrobe but I was hunting for a bag. This is going to sound crazy, but... from the moment I first set eyes on him I had not been able to stop thinking about him. After 6 hours of window shopping in Sunway I made him mine.

Dear FY,

In the annual dinner same night, I was thrown into water >.<

I really hate pool and sea especially when no one is there to take care of me.

Do you remember you said we will swim together, holding hands together?

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Saturday, November 8, 2014

Quick Singapore visit

Dear FY,

I had this guy who treated me very well at the beginning of my gay life. He was with me momentarily when I explored this world on my own. Though we did not enter into relationship phase, he managed to "educate" me on how a love life should be.

Those nights were still fresh in my mind. He cooked me dinner when I visited his place. The first guy who cooked me a proper meal was him. That was our first dating.

The last dating was memorable too. We bought a DVD and watched in his room. The movie was "17". We hugged and watched to the end. I dozed off on his shoulder till the dawn.

That was our last...

He moved to Singapore for better opportunity and somehow we have lost contact. After I deleted my Facebook once, I could never contact him anymore. We do not have any mutual friend. I tried leaving him messages in his blog but it was obvious he stopped blogging. I dropped him emails but it was obvious too he changed his email. I sent him messages in whatsapp but that was obviously futile as he uses a new Singaporean number. I tried looking for him in Facebook with name search but no... his name never pop up.

When my birthday was around the corder, I would remember him. His birthday is few days after mine. I repeatedly look for him for few years.


I almost cried when I saw the comments he left on my friend's wall. After 5 years I manage to talk to him again.

Dear FY,

He was the only reason I went to Singapore this time. Just wanted to hold his hands briefly again and had selfie we never had back then. Hope you do not mind what I did in Singapore.


[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

 Overnight in the airport till boarding

Dinner at Dolce Tokyo

Lunch with him - Kith Cafe. My trip is completed.

High tea - Turkish Kebab and Rainbow cake, Medzs

田鸡 congee as dinner - G7 Chinatown

Very quickly back to Changi Airport.