Quarter 4 of 2012

It's clear I have been missing in action for real long. This is a combination of several overdue posts and current events; just exactly slackers like me always do.

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October

Birthday celebration is seriously my least favourite agenda of the year. Ever since I removed my date of birth from every social network, to my relief no one remembers my birthday. No Facebook, SMS and Whatsapp spamming. There are less than 5 people who remember my birthday while another 10 were informed 'coz they are important to me. What can I expect? Not even my family realized my birthday had passed.

Generally, my October weekends were filled with food and food, in the name of birthday celebration.

09 October 2012 - Ho Ho Steamboat, Sri Petaling with Khai.

10 October 2012 - Choong Huat Steamboat, Cheras with Bin Bin & Dragon Steamboat with Huskii.

12 October 2012 - Birthday e-card

12 October 2012 - Suki-ya, Pavilion with Max.

27 October 2012 - Secret Recipe, Leisure Mall with Boon.

This was my only birthday cake for 2012. I may have lost my sweet tooth, but this boy is so sweet to buy me a birthday cake and I cannot declined his treat.

27 October 2012 - Victoria Station, Jalan Ampang with Max.

Honestly speaking, the Victoria Station in Jalan Ampang is seriously lacking food quality, ambiance and customer service. I was really not happy with the meal that day. Please visit the outlet in PJ if you insist on Victoria Station.

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November

November was a month I saw extreme changes in DarkSac. He now runs 12% faster than he previously could. His HP doubled. He has a new attire. He has the highest survival rate in all dungeons. And most importantly, he has a gift pet named after the fattest cat, BuBuii. The only part of DarkSac remained unchanged is his insignificant damage output.

I can never grow bored with DarkSac, for I have invested a lot of my time and concentration on him. Of 'coz my mum is not happy with how I tolerated my health into computer games. But... oh well.

I love playing support because I get to save and help out my team mates. But I hate when they get multi kills thanks to me and don't even say thanks.

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December

Wedding is a complicated procedure to be together with the one you temporary love. Few years later the quality of love deteriorates and another complicated procedure is proposed. What was it again? Ah, yes!!! Divorce!!! On a lighter note, some people never divorce; either they are too dumb or they died too early.

It's my brother's wedding but I cannot imagine myself busy for him every weekends in December. You are right. Every weekend in December was his wedding. It's not even my wedding!!! And what're my rewards? Scolding and humiliation...

I wish you both happily ever after.

My latest look.

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[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

I will not give up

I am not sufficiently wealthy to be equal to you. You probably turn impatient at my running speed. The damage I deal is too insignificant that my skills are just hindrance. All I see in myself is nothing but a burden.

Honest be told, I wish I can do better than what I am capable of. The moment I set foot in this game, I swore that I would stay by your side as long as you are still playing. All other priorities are secondary to your survival. I would sacrifice all my damage to keep you alive while you can deal the damage on my behalf.

I am a noob and have limited experience in games. If you have decided to leave me one day, I am fine. I can live on my own. But I can never move forward without you. This describe me very well in the game and in reality.

Though with great regret you have chosen to abandon him, I will not give up on the characters I created. I am confident that he will come in handy in future. It's the matter of time he proves his worthiness. Watch him.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

To overcome one of my weaknesses (Part 1)

Part 1

The day was so depressing when friends scored A in the English paper while I was a laughing stock for scoring only C. As a man in pride, I made promises (to myself) that never again shall I be laughed at.

No journey comes without challenges. At first I thought it would be costly to improve my English. You know... British Council and all classes. Crap! But your blog motivated me so much back then (even now) and I still visit your place to get myself inspired. With some room of improvement, I am glad I have reached a level decent enough where majority can understand my English. Wee~ Never have I thought it could be this simple. What had I done differently? All thanks to the right attitude and discipline... and you.

Anyway that wasn't the point!

Now my next focus is to master the command of Chinese language. Lacking of exposure is definitely a drawback but is never a barrier. I place my next 365 days in bet to fully read a Chinese newspaper without flaw. Impossibru? Watch me.

What's your excuse?




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An arousing clinical experience

A fantasy story, do not over think ^^.

The visit was in September last year, it was so long ago I hope I got things right. Let's see if I can rewrite this explicitly.

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This was my first time visiting a doctor alone. When the nurse asked for my identification, I instead replied with the reason of my visit. Only when she pulled our her hand, I learned my mistake. I quickly handed my IC and ING card over. To my relief, the nurse did not practise active listening.

I came into the room and was tense to see he was a young gentleman in his late 20's. A nice looking guy with graying hair. He looked at me through his glasses and told me to sit down.

Well, it's very personal. I found blood in my semen, you know what I mean?

He looked at me through his spectacles and drummed his fingers on the desk.

Do you have various sex partners? Yes.

Do you practise safe sex? Not always.

Do you have sex with boys or girls? Boys.

Do you penetrate or were you the one penetrated? The latter.

When was the last time you had blood test? Never.

When did not you start to notice blood? 2 weeks ago.

Was there shred of thin blood or patch of blood? Patch of blood.

Was the concentration of the blood decreasing from each day? I did not take note on that.

Do you feel pain or burn sensation when you cum? The feeling is fine.

Did you stroke or squeezed too hard? I did it as normal.

How often do you cum? Once a month, or slightly more.

Are you having any pressure from family or work recently? Not that I am aware of. 

He paused and drummed his fingers again.

You know what? I'm going to have to ask you to remove those for me, ok?

I knew what was coming now as I heard him slipping on a rubber glove. The door was locked.

I shrugged inwardly, resigning myself to the inevitable,  I stood up from the chair and reached down to remove my pants. As I lowered my slacks, my now semi-hard boner sprang out. I knew I turned a few dozen shades of red. And I could feel an erection coming on against all my will to prevent it. The doctor definitely did not see any sign of undergarment on me put me into many fantasy. This only served to fuel my erection and it continued to grow to full size, pointing up to the ceiling as I stood still, waiting for next instruction.

To the bed.

Now there I was, spreading my naked crotch to him, with a now rock-hard erection. He moved between my legs, sitting on one of those rolling stools, and began to inspect my genitals, seemingly playing with my balls. I guess he was feeling for lumps or something. He felt all around them for about two minutes which seemed like forever to me. Then he reached under my balls and pushed up into my groin and asked me to cough. Everything was fine I guess. Then he reached up and took my penis in his hand and lifted it up and looked at it. 

He said that my testicles were fine.

Describe, young man. What's the proportion of the normal and bloody semen when you ejaculated?

The 1st few shots were clean, but the last few were stained with blood. This happened for more than a week.

When did you last cum? 2 days ago.

Can you do it again? I need you to provide me sample. Yes.

The doctor looked for a container in one of drawers while I quickly dressed up and hid my erection. Pointing at another door, he directed me to collect my ejaculation in what standard urine test bottle. I made a frantic request for an extra bottle before I enter into another room. Honestly I didn't take long to reach my orgasm and filled the bottles.

He held the warm bottles filled with clean semen high in his right, while the bloody one in his left. It was obvious he was focusing on the left

I need you to return for follow up next Monday. Ok.
Please come at night at this hour and I will be here. Ok.
Please monitor the colour of the blood if it has decreased. Ok.
Do not perform sexual activity with your partners for the moment. Ok.

There was a breath of relief the moment I stepped out the clinic. Still dressed in my work attire, I walked home with a pack of antibiotics in my hand. It was 1 a.m. and the street was empty. He refused to tell me anything and I was instructed to return for follow up next week. Another 7 days to endure the pain of waiting.

He's good looking!

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Merdeka cum election

Wahai rakyat Malaysia sekalian, marilah kita perhatikan logo Hari Kebangsaan Malaysia ke-55 di bawah. Bak peribahasa, "ada udang di sebalik kuey teow".

Hari Kebangsaan tahun ini siap dengan lagu yang bakal "membangkitkan" kemarahan tidak kurang daripada 10 juta rakyat dari seluruh dunia. Kecewa jika rakyat tidak marah selepas melihat video ini http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DG--QGXqnlM.

Hari Kebangsaan 2012 hanyalah hari kempen pilihan raya semata-mata kerana mesej yang dilaung-laungkan tahun ini berunsurkan politik. Janji siapa ditepati? Balas budi siapa?

Nasib baik saya bekerja pada 31 Ogos. Saya percaya melepak bersama kawan di ofis adalah jauh lebih baik daripada menonton televisyen di rumah dan melaung-laung Merdeka yang sudah hilang makna. Melainkan ofis menyiarkan lagu "Janji Ditepati", akan saya bomkan speaker tersebut. 

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Core leave IV

Related post:
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

This was an overdue post back in March. The dinner was part of the agendas during the 2 weeks away from work.

It was commemorative of the historic event when he achieved his sole great performance in the past 20 months, we celebrated with a sinful meal.

The menu and the butter I brought back home for mama

 French Dressing Salad and Escargot

Ox Tail Soup

 Russian Chicken and Charboiled Sirloin Steak

The quality and the effect of the pictures aren't appealing, I know that much. We are talking about iPhone and amateur, so don't expect much on the pictures.

The bill wasn't on me. That was the best part of the night!!! But my belly suffered an overload trauma.

p/s: Please note the cleaned plates and bowls were my specialty~

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My phone contact list

I couldn't recall exactly how this question was brought to light, but Ameer definitely inspired me to learn pie chart drawing in excel.

"How many gay guys are there in your friend list?"

To be truth, I would not count till you asked last night. As you suggested, I present the figures in the form of pie charts for your reference.

Out of 166 numbers in my contact list, 10 numbers are duplicated (same person holding multiple numbers). And then they were categorized by genders as per below.

(nb: service providers can be banks, telcos insurances etc)

Explaining the phenomenon of dicks male outnumbers pussies female is simple: I went through my life mostly in a boy school.

To break these numbers down to race does not mean I am racist. I do not select friends. It simply shows my preference and the crowd I mix with.

I get to know friends through many channels. The trend has changed drastically in the past 10 years where exchanging contacts before graduation and send letters through post are out-dated. With the technology these days, you get what I mean?

Not all of the 144 people I know are people I have met. I may have known them for years but we just never meet. Sometimes it is better this way. The 30% are mostly social network friends who share common interest but no chance to meet up yet.

I personally believe not many are interested in below chart, I will present it anyway. It is simply to tell that majority of them are single. ENVIOUS!!! (data is correct at the time of publishing).

Let's be materialistic and analyze their attractiveness. The figures below are generated from numbers of male ONLY (all girls look the same, so they are excluded from the below chart).

Wondering how I define the good and bad? Find below pictures the difference. Average is between the line.

We finally break the numbers down by their sexual orientation. I am not surprised at the numbers though.

If my mama knows the 72% are gay guys, she will not keep quiet. Therefore, Ameer. 72% or 104 people are gay in my list.

If you also wonder how many people of 104 gay guys I have "eaten", please find below pie chart useful.

Yes can be as simple as kissing and hugging. Also include physical contact, nudity, oral and more complicated, full course meal. Too much information provided.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Recon

The other day in pasar malam we were discussing on the gay applications in the market. And we talked about the idiots among us. These idiots think that they are more "superior" than the rest. The conversation reminds me of another idiot in Recon whom I find him... hopeless.

December 28, 2011

Idiot: what are u into, boi?

JinoJS: Anything

Idiot: tempting

Idiot: Cum control

Idiot: Fisting

Idiot: Bondage

Idiot: Kitohzeme

JinoJS: Just cruising

Idiot: Boi, are u playing a fool here. This site for those who serious in fetishes. Ur a pitiful pup who needs serious discipline

Idiot: just delete ur profile and play some where else.. stupid faker

JinoJS: Too bad then. Bye

The same idiot:

February 29, 2012

Idiot: Suck my dick

JinoJS: No

Idiot: really.. u bitches are all the same.. u want to explore but ur scared. Its pity that becos of pussy boys like u, this website is ruined

JinoJS: Whatever you want to say. I have right to accept or decline whoever i wish to.

JinoJS: Good day and goodluck to you.

Idiot: hahahaha... u don't even dare to accept offers.. I pity ur cowardliness

JinoJS: Words from a coward who doesnt even dare to show his picture.

JinoJS: Good day and happy hunting

Idiot: Lolz.. for what I need to show my pic? I choose my bitches not they choose me.. I wonder if u even dare to pose nude with a cuff or rope tied around ur cute body

JinoJS: Like wise, i choose who to suck me and you dont choose me. Since you dont even dare to show your picture, i guess you dont qualify to even meet up

Jino: Good day and happy weekend

Idiot: are u sure about that?

Idiot: pity that ur such a momma's boy.. you will look nice in a cage

JinoJS: Too bad you have to live a life wearing mask like japanese porn star to meet people.

JinoJS: Goodnight

Idiot: cool rite those masks.. Well, in anything case, ur worst off than me. U will not even dare to be caged

JinoJS: You are not qualified to talk to me, sorry to say. This conversation is going no where. I shall excuse myself and wish you a happy hunting. Ciaoz

The end.

Imagine this idiot is someone you already know and met. Disgusting.

Happy reading.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

3 years, ago and after

The unmistakable silhouette of you stood out among the crowd. I tried to dress the best I could but things did not work out well. "Dark brown + red + purple" long sleeves shirt paired with a pair of jeans plus my uncombed hair, fortunately, did not scare you away, let alone impress you on first meet.

I was too worried that I couldn't understand your English to an extent I watched Canadian English in Youtube the night before. WTF?! If you speak that way, that's it! I'm gone! But your first greeting was simply cheerful and it broke the ice immediately. When I knew I could understand you, it was a huge relief. Lacking self confidence, you may find me soft spoken (mumbling), said nonsense and no eye contact, most of the time, even now. Worse when I am nervous.

You were probably too excited with your food too. The first food that you were dying to have was assam laksa. Little did you know that the spiciness and sourness of the mee ranked it my least favourite food in my list. It also made me sweat a lot. Of 'coz things were now different, thanks to you. If you feed me shitake mushroom, I have feeling that you will cure my picky eating habit.

Then we talked about things in common. I feel closer to someone when we speak in the same dialect. You felt like a brother to me. Then the singer 林宇中's songs that you like yet you fail to understand the lyrics. Similar to how you hate to spend on others, I am likewise.

Of all the changes, your most prominent influence on me is the way I write, and slightly on the way I speak.

I noe it may sound a bit harsh, but thats d reality of how things r. If v k 2 much of wat other thinks… tat wil bring ruin 2 ourselves…

Compared to...

I know it may sound a bit harsh, but that’s the reality of how things are. If we care too much of what other thinks… that will bring ruin to ourselves…

Spot the difference.

Today we trailed the same path. It was no different from 3 years ago.

Your smile. Your appetite. And your sinister laugh. The same assam laksa, char kuey teow, sugarcane juice, apam balik and salt baked chicken. I am glad you are still the one I know.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Happy anniversary

Everything began from Love of Siam, this blog, then Facebook and a bit of drama in between.

You were here when I was about to lose myself. You offered me a piece of tissue to wipe my tears. I don't often cry in public unless I have to, but you saw. You talked to me when my life got difficult.

Sorry for being late. You need to tell me exactly which date the anniversary is, my friend. I couldn't really remember.

If you ever need me, you know what to do, right?

We shall celebrate our 3rd anniversary with more sushis this time. Hugs~




[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

A year, ago and after

There are 3 people I always look up. These 3 are the pillars of my decision making. They are also the foundation of characters I always wanted. They are the source of motivation and I find inspiration in their words. I have been telling my bfs how important these people are and how much respect I have on them so that the bfs will not get jealous if I treat them too differently.

I manage to meet one of them, after approximately a year since we last met. A day so memorable I have to blog as soon as I reached home.

It was my fault that I couldn't make it last week that we had to postpone our meet. I deeply apologize.

My heartbeat increased dramatically when I saw you walking from that distance. I was so worried that you refused to come along. Again I apologize for the condition of the car to be this bad. But I swear that I washed it last week!!! It has been unlucky my car had been targeted for bird dungs. Your smile ended my tension when you opened the door. Your greeting was as cheerful as ever.

I didn't notice that hot guy till you highlighted him to my attention. You know why? The guy at Uniqlo was indeed charming but nothing beats the man who walked next to me for the whole afternoon. Believe me or not, I was looking at you the whole time at the same time avoiding eye contact. Despite the ongoing iPhone and Facebook during lunch, I peeped and find you cute while eating.

You endured the cold theatre for the entire movie. I wanted to hold your hands and give you warmth but at the same time afraid you may reject, just like how you reject my jacket. Not sure if you are aware, I have a natural fear that seems to overshadow most men: the fear of rejection. The uncomfortable glasses allowed me chance to take it off and had better view of you. You look cool in the glasses, do you know that?

And then we back tracked to our favourite dessert shop. You shared your secrets that night and you made me curious to explore more about you.

We were back to where we began - your house. My heart stopped beating for that few seconds when we hugged. I truly wish that moment last longer. Do you know? That was probably the second physical contact we had since we know each other. Man's feelings are the purest and most glowing in the hour of meeting and of farewell. The departing also means we are to meet again.

I don't wish to mention name here but I am very sure you know who you are.

And thanks for cleaning my car lol.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Core leave III

Related post:

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

久的不去,新的不来.

We may have pledged on many occasions and sweet talked on how "forever" we wanted to be with him. As selfish as humans are, we are never accountable for the words we spew especially when events turn out ugly.

Myself, inclusive.

I am sorry to slap and scold you in the past, yet you endured. I knew you had done your best and gave me everything you have, which I greatly appreciate. You have sacrificed many years of youth and you have minimal complaints. When our relationship became stagnant I immediately deliberated of a replacement, 'coz I was tired of you. You were unresponsive anyway. I choose to let go of you. You may think I am selfish, but you leave me no choice. We are better this way, aren't we?

The only parts of you I could retain were the 120gb and 160gb SATA hard disks.

Thank you for walking this journey together with me till the end. Farewell, my baby number 1.

Rest in peace: 15/11/2005 - 13/04/2012

Now that the old had gone, it's time to give this young chap a brief introduction.

Date of purchase: 13/04/2012

1) AMD Processor AM3 Phenom II 64 X4 955 3.2ghz, 8mb

2) ASUS Mainboard AMD 64 AM3+ S938 M5A88-V EVO

3) Kingston RAM DDR3 4gb PC1333 (2 units)

4) LG Optical Drive DVD-RW SATA 22X

5) Sapphire VGA PCIE ATI 6670 1gb DDR5 128bit

6) Cooler Master Casing ATX Elite 311 (Orange)

7) Xigmatek Power Supply 600w NRP-VC603

8) AOC LED Monitor Wide 21.5" E2241VMA

9) Sensonic Wired DC1100 Keyboard + Optical Mouse

Total: RM 1976

Only after 2 weeks of welcoming him back home that I installed Windows 7, Microsoft Office and other necessary softwares. As a brand new desktop, he is too quiet, sometimes I don't know whether it's switched on or not.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Core leave II

Related post:
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

April is the popular month for working adults. Similar to previous years, this is the time when we have to prepare and submit individual income tax return form. For 2012 individual income tax, the last date to submit the individual income tax return form is on the 30th April. Just one more week!

This is my first job after degree and also the first year I filed my taxation. To my surprise, the amount is a bit too much to my liking. I haven't have a choice.

I am lucky enough to get a lot of tax reliefs stuff for rebate otherwise I will curse around.

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Core leave I

Related post:
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

My company practises core leave of 2 weeks. In another word, it is a compulsory 2 weeks holiday whereby company is not allowed to contact me for work related matter. 

My first move was a quick trip to Penang.

Then very quickly I had my 2nd teeth scaling in my life. The previous experience was rather scary I could see blood, blood and more blood from my gums. That was November 2008 I had the RM 130 scaling at Masjid India, an expenses that was totally uncalled for. As a poor student back then, I did not ask for the service. I WAS FORCED.

This time was no exception but now that the company provides dental treatment as part of employee benefits, I thought it's now a good time to perform some cleaning in my mouth.

I was dead wrong.

The screeching sound and the deadly scream from the dental clinic... is so frightening that my balls shrunk. Not to mention the pain and numbness the scaler inflicted. 

On a brighter note, my mouth is much lighter since most plagues were already removed. Perhaps I should consider teeth whitening.

The service by a dentist and 3 nurses followed by a toothpaste and gargle liquid costed this much:

It's a bomb if I couldn't claim from insurance.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot

Quick Escapade II

Date: April 07th & 25th
Location: Penang

This trip wasn't a planned one. It's always easier to follow the instinct and go wherever I want rather than plotting a large trip with friends

Where do you want to go next?

Where do you want to eat?

What should we do now?

Plainly irritating.

This is probably the type of trip I prefer. Freedom; something I have been yearning for years.

 Gurney Drive dinner

 Rainbow and the beach

Tang Bai Hu - Sea coconut in coconut "juice" served with black glutinous rice

 Khai, please do not over think lol

 New World Park breakfast

Anyway I have to thank Khai and C'est la vie for spending their time with me. Thanks for their car ride. Though I tried to avoid Hokkien mee and asam laksa due to bacteria infection on my nose, this trip was still a great one; considering it was only 2 days trip.

[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot